Subtle Glow

I used to be a little girl with golden hair and hazel eyes and a trusting heart. It’s been 25 years since I was that girl but somehow there’s part of me still stuck wondering where she is, where did she go?

I know. I know I might have gone where I should not have. I know I have allowed feelings that are not allowed.

The truth is I never believed I would feel this. Ever again. Not now, not ever. I believed myself when I said I would not. The truth, as we all like to call it, is that I want someone who will wrap themselves around me, but not just physically. Someone who completes my sentences just the way you do. Someone who says, “I know, it’s so crazy and yet…” and then agrees with the path of logic I have started down.

Someone who simply GETS me. Not because they want to be me or be near me or be like me or anything to do with me what-so-ever. But because that’s already how they are. So that when we are together, it fits.

Just like that.