Subtle Glow

Last week was somewhat crappy.  More than once I found myself wondering “What the fuck am I doing?  Am I an idiot?!”

Here’s hoping this week is better.

Last October I started a new job.  Since then, I have been throwing myself into my work, at an alarming rate.  A little truth between me and you: It isn’t all because of how much I love my new job.

If I am too busy working then it’s easy to explain why my attention is focused anywhere else, and why I still feel the same way now as I did last year.

I know this; you know this.  We both know it is part of the reason I measure my words, even now.

many thoughts.

few words.

no time.

much regret.